Seeing how I will never find a women, I better put an ad in for "paid for" children ahead of time.

I'm not talking about adopting either. I heard there is a way to legally pay someone to have your child without sex or relationship involved. I bet I can at least get some desperate women from NYC that is low on cash to do it. Better than having no kids and regretting it, either that or I let go of my ego and just die miserable with no family. Idk really yet to be honest, life does seem to be so horrible that I am not even sure if it would be a good thing to have one. In my eyes humanity is at a stalemate in progress or change. We will never become a type 4 civilization for example if it is even possible let alone even progress upwards towards a more advanced civilization. WE ARE STILL KILLING EACHOTHER FOR GAS!!! I CAN'T EVEN HAVE A BABY WITHOUT IT BEING INJECTED WITH DEADLY MERCURY FILLED VACCINES. SO I ASK MYSELF, WHAT IS THE POINT, BUT YET I STILL WANT ONE BECAUSE IT IS PROGRAMMED INTO MY GENETIC CODE. MY BRAIN WORKS OFF OF PREHISTORIC BASIC HUMAN DESIRES LIKE NEEDING TO EAT OR FIND SHELTER. So chances are high I will eventually have kids even if they aren't mine I will adopt if the federal Government allows it, I don't see why they wouldn't but then again I'm not allowed to protect myself with guns so how could I even be considered man enough to watch a child if I am defenseless to protect it???????? At this rate they are begging for war. Opinionated FACT: 1 out of 3 Americans are MISDIAGNOSED with a mental illness! In reality they were just being stupid and can get better without toxic big pharma meds!!!! It is all placebos!!! 2nd amendment matters bitch!